That's it: Fuck It All

The whole tedious game of struggle and direction and purpose and effort and striving and wondering and confusion and hope and love and its flip-sides… the whole game of the banging of heads against existential walls that is the human condition.

Game Over.

Just aliveness happening in different forms, where peace and anger, joy and sadness, bliss and pain are all the same, and equally wonderful.

This is the final big F**k It to everything. Life is not about getting it, nor about anyone. It's just what's happening (to no-one)

This means you don't have to do a thing about it, because 'you' are also what's happening in each moment.

This is not easy. Yet it's also the easiest thing in the world. This either clicks, or it doesn't.

And when it clicks, it's time to come and hang out with us for a week at The Hill That Breathes. We'll talk about this. We'll sit and lie around. We'll share a taste of freedom, like it's never been experienced before.

For this is about freedom. And things will never be the same again.

F**k It All

So you've searched, you've read the books, you've done the courses, you've tried to live in the now, you've stilled the mind, you've tried to find your soul's purpose… and yet you are still experiencing pain, frustration, anxiety and anger.

Well, you're not alone.

And if you now have a big question over your ability to one day find total peace, eternal bliss or, goddamit 'enlightenment', then 'F**k It All' could be for you.

This week is all about the territory that the whole F**k It philosophy came out of (and ultimately returns into). This week is for those who've done a F**k It course with us and wonder 'what's next?'. And for all those who are deep into the search and also wonder 'what's next?'.

The answer is: 'Not a lot'. But follow us for a moment.

Life somehow becomes immensely complicated: like a 10,000 piece jigsaw (but of a wheat field, not of the Mona Lisa); an intricate combination of meaning, decisions and directions, with the hope that one day it will all work out for the best, and magically it will all become clear and simple.

So what if it was already simple? What if it was so simple that not so much was really happening? No multi-layered meaning; no higher purpose; no unseen beneath the seen; no gods or angels; no going anywhere… even no 'me' or you'.

Still with us? Good. What if there is simply… what is? Just stuff popping up in the eternal now. Just, for want of a better word, 'aliveness'… aliveness, going nowhere, wanting nothing, just being alive.